Post by Moments In Life on Oct 1, 2017 18:24:36 GMT -5
Miami, Florida
South Beach
September 26th, 2017
1:00 PM
Off-Camera
South Beach
September 26th, 2017
1:00 PM
Off-Camera
The back and forth with Trapp was getting out of hand, I never expected for it to be this hard, I loved this nigga with all my heart and would do anything in this world just to make it right with him. I know I fucked up in the past but he has too, and even if I tried to forget the past sometimes little bits and pieces seems to always linger around in my life.
With all the shit going on especially with Dallas being thrown in the mix, I just needed some time alone with my nigga. I really wanted to see where his head was at as hopefully figure out what we could do to fix this.
Or at least try too. That’s one of the reasons I organized this little getaway, with the life still filming and all the drama that’s happening, I just wanted us to get away and enjoy ourselves without the cameras and the bullshit.
JALEN HOLMES: We really needed this.
The scene opens up in South Beach on the beach, Jalen and Trapp are shown together, Jalen is actually lying on a towel on the beach while Trapp sits in one of the beach chairs rolling a blunt up.
TRAPP: Hell yeah, so much shit has been going on especially with the show and my music, we should have done this break a while ago.
JALEN HOLMES: I didn’t think you would want to come with me, especially with everything going on. It seems like we’re more against each other then for each other, we have our good days but more bad.
TRAPP: You really want to get into this while we’re here?
JALEN HOLMES: We have to talk about it anyway, why not now? I really want to fix us Trapp, like I want you to move back in so we can work on us.
Trapp chuckles almost dropping the weed, he looks at Jalen who sits there shaking his head not laughing at the situation.
JALEN HOLMES: I was being serious.
TRAPP: I bet you was and excuse me for laughing but I just find it funny you want me to move back in so bad when it was you pushing me out when I first moved back. I’m not tripping about what went down with you and that nigga Dallas, I already know that was you trying to get back at me so that shit is irrelevant, my thing is the constant disrespect after the fact, you said you dead this nigga but I always find him inserting himself into our relationship and that’s the shit I don’t like.
JALEN HOLMES: I can’t control what he does Trapp and you know that.
TRAPP: Look bruh you already know this whole situation, this show, the fake drama, the gay shit that was going on was never my thing. I lived a legit hood ass lifestyle before I met you and allowed you to open me up to this shit. I had mafuckas in the street looking for me after they found out about me and you even had family turn they back on me. I told you this show shit was never a good idea and now you got me looking stupid for some fake love and hip hop shit, it was never about money for me because I get that regardless, I did it because you wanted me to.
I didn’t know what to say, Trapp was really in his feelings and I couldn’t blame him. I did bring him into something he was never comfortable with. I remember when I first met him, I caught the flirting here and there but I always thought damn this hood nigga can’t be flirting with me, he don’t want me.
But that day after school at my crib, that was a different story.
But since then I always rode for him, even kept our little thing a secret. At first I hated the whole sneaking around and only seeing him in the dark but after time went by he could see the hurt I was going through so he slowly started to show more which is how I knew he loved me.
He never looked at another nigga, yea there were a few bitches in the picture but I expected that. But at the end of the day I always knew I could count on him to have my back, but once I fucked up things started to change. I won’t say Dallas was a bad mistake because it was a choice I made and I genuinely cared for Dallas.
But I loved Trapp.
JALEN HOLMES: I didn’t think things would happen this way Trapp, I wanted you on the show to help you and get your name out there more.
TRAPP: You need to let homie know that he don’t want this life with me, and let these producers know I’m not playing no love triangle shit on TV for some ratings.
JALEN HOLMES: What is it you want me to do Trapp?
TRAPP: You shouldn’t have to ask that question forreal, I almost caught another attitude B because you said that. Cut that nigga off before you end up getting him hurt and tell these producers that I won’t play this little game for a check y’all niggas need. We been rocking five plus years so there’s nothing fraud or in jeopardy about us nigga.
JALEN HOLMES: On or off camera?
TRAPP: Bruh I don’t give a fuck how you do it, just do it. You sound crazy though saying that shit too, you letting this TV thing get to your head bruh.
JALEN HOLMES: I’m not so stop saying that, I know that me and him are filming soon but I handle it both ways, maybe tell him on camera first and then i don’t know maybe send a text after. It just sucks Trapp because we were friends.
TRAPP: Kill that shit nigga, I don’t give a fuck. Once you decided to let that nigga fuck you it became personal. Yea I’ve fucked a couple bitches during this thing but I was struggling with my shit for the longest time but never have I hooked up with another nigga, I get sick thinking about it but You was just on some evil revenge shit.
JALEN HOLMES: Can we stop talking about it? I don’t want to talk about it anymore. We only have three days here and I want to enjoy it, I really miss you yo and I want us to have fun.
TRAPP: You brought it up so I got in my feelings, you either mines or we not fucking with each other. I’m not sharing you with anyone, especially some bum ass escort.
JALEN HOLMES: I’ll fix it.
TRAPP: Yea nigga, we’ll see. But let smoke this blunt and enjoy this breeze, so come here.
Jalen smiles giving off a shy but innocent vibe, he jumps to his feet walking over to where Trapp was sitting. Jalen sits down in between Trapp’s legs and reaches up for the already lit blunt Trapp was smoking on, Trapp hands it over to Jalen who takes a few hits as the scene fades to black.
With all the shit going on especially with Dallas being thrown in the mix, I just needed some time alone with my nigga. I really wanted to see where his head was at as hopefully figure out what we could do to fix this.
Or at least try too. That’s one of the reasons I organized this little getaway, with the life still filming and all the drama that’s happening, I just wanted us to get away and enjoy ourselves without the cameras and the bullshit.
JALEN HOLMES: We really needed this.
The scene opens up in South Beach on the beach, Jalen and Trapp are shown together, Jalen is actually lying on a towel on the beach while Trapp sits in one of the beach chairs rolling a blunt up.
TRAPP: Hell yeah, so much shit has been going on especially with the show and my music, we should have done this break a while ago.
JALEN HOLMES: I didn’t think you would want to come with me, especially with everything going on. It seems like we’re more against each other then for each other, we have our good days but more bad.
TRAPP: You really want to get into this while we’re here?
JALEN HOLMES: We have to talk about it anyway, why not now? I really want to fix us Trapp, like I want you to move back in so we can work on us.
Trapp chuckles almost dropping the weed, he looks at Jalen who sits there shaking his head not laughing at the situation.
JALEN HOLMES: I was being serious.
TRAPP: I bet you was and excuse me for laughing but I just find it funny you want me to move back in so bad when it was you pushing me out when I first moved back. I’m not tripping about what went down with you and that nigga Dallas, I already know that was you trying to get back at me so that shit is irrelevant, my thing is the constant disrespect after the fact, you said you dead this nigga but I always find him inserting himself into our relationship and that’s the shit I don’t like.
JALEN HOLMES: I can’t control what he does Trapp and you know that.
TRAPP: Look bruh you already know this whole situation, this show, the fake drama, the gay shit that was going on was never my thing. I lived a legit hood ass lifestyle before I met you and allowed you to open me up to this shit. I had mafuckas in the street looking for me after they found out about me and you even had family turn they back on me. I told you this show shit was never a good idea and now you got me looking stupid for some fake love and hip hop shit, it was never about money for me because I get that regardless, I did it because you wanted me to.
I didn’t know what to say, Trapp was really in his feelings and I couldn’t blame him. I did bring him into something he was never comfortable with. I remember when I first met him, I caught the flirting here and there but I always thought damn this hood nigga can’t be flirting with me, he don’t want me.
But that day after school at my crib, that was a different story.
But since then I always rode for him, even kept our little thing a secret. At first I hated the whole sneaking around and only seeing him in the dark but after time went by he could see the hurt I was going through so he slowly started to show more which is how I knew he loved me.
He never looked at another nigga, yea there were a few bitches in the picture but I expected that. But at the end of the day I always knew I could count on him to have my back, but once I fucked up things started to change. I won’t say Dallas was a bad mistake because it was a choice I made and I genuinely cared for Dallas.
But I loved Trapp.
JALEN HOLMES: I didn’t think things would happen this way Trapp, I wanted you on the show to help you and get your name out there more.
TRAPP: You need to let homie know that he don’t want this life with me, and let these producers know I’m not playing no love triangle shit on TV for some ratings.
JALEN HOLMES: What is it you want me to do Trapp?
TRAPP: You shouldn’t have to ask that question forreal, I almost caught another attitude B because you said that. Cut that nigga off before you end up getting him hurt and tell these producers that I won’t play this little game for a check y’all niggas need. We been rocking five plus years so there’s nothing fraud or in jeopardy about us nigga.
JALEN HOLMES: On or off camera?
TRAPP: Bruh I don’t give a fuck how you do it, just do it. You sound crazy though saying that shit too, you letting this TV thing get to your head bruh.
JALEN HOLMES: I’m not so stop saying that, I know that me and him are filming soon but I handle it both ways, maybe tell him on camera first and then i don’t know maybe send a text after. It just sucks Trapp because we were friends.
TRAPP: Kill that shit nigga, I don’t give a fuck. Once you decided to let that nigga fuck you it became personal. Yea I’ve fucked a couple bitches during this thing but I was struggling with my shit for the longest time but never have I hooked up with another nigga, I get sick thinking about it but You was just on some evil revenge shit.
JALEN HOLMES: Can we stop talking about it? I don’t want to talk about it anymore. We only have three days here and I want to enjoy it, I really miss you yo and I want us to have fun.
TRAPP: You brought it up so I got in my feelings, you either mines or we not fucking with each other. I’m not sharing you with anyone, especially some bum ass escort.
JALEN HOLMES: I’ll fix it.
TRAPP: Yea nigga, we’ll see. But let smoke this blunt and enjoy this breeze, so come here.
Jalen smiles giving off a shy but innocent vibe, he jumps to his feet walking over to where Trapp was sitting. Jalen sits down in between Trapp’s legs and reaches up for the already lit blunt Trapp was smoking on, Trapp hands it over to Jalen who takes a few hits as the scene fades to black.
Atlanta, Georgia
September 29th, 2017
3:35 PM
On-Camera
September 29th, 2017
3:35 PM
On-Camera
I just got back to Atlanta and once again I go back to my place alone, i didn’t expect for him to move right back in but this distance was killing me. I needed to have in my eyesight and it wasn’t a trust issue, damn I just missed my nigga.
I needed to go to the house and check on my dog, my neighbor was sweet enough to watch her for me so I wanted to make my presence and let them both know I was home.
Plus I needed to check the mail and follow up with some business, since the producers and MIL decided to extend the episodes on Season 2 of the ATL I was getting a new filming schedule.
That was another thing I should have brought up with Trapp while we were in Miami, but I’m sure he knows now because we all got the same email. I really needed to reach out to Dallas since I’m back now and kind of end that whole thing with him, my relationship is more important to me then my relationship with Dallas and as harsh as that sounds it was true, I have history with Trapp while Dallas on the other hand is a new friend.
KHLOE MARIE: I smell salmon, it smeeellls so good.
The scene opens up inside of Jalen’s apartment, Jalen is shown inside making dinner, cooked salmon, some macaroni and cheese and fresh biscuits inside the oven. Khloe uses her key making her way inside, she rushes over to Jalen who embraces her smile and hug.
KHLOE MARIE: I could smell the food from outside, it smells so good and you're making my favorite. What’s the occasion?
JALEN HOLMES: I just wanted to make something nice for my best friend, I was gone a few days and plus I was hungry when I got off my flight and just didn’t feel like ordering out.
KHLOE MARIE: Home cooked meals are always the best one anyways, but yes I missed you so much. I was getting ready to fly out to Miami because I couldn’t stand spending another day away from you.
JALEN HOLMES: You are silly. (Jalen chuckles) Look I was trying to fix my relationship.
KHLOE MARIE: Well hopefully you fixed it. Do I need to pour a drink for this one or what?
JALEN HOLMES: I already made you. (Jalen points at the glass of wine sitting next to her.) ha, I’m already on it girl.
KHLOE MARIE: I can see, thanks sweetie. But what happened? I actually saw Trapp on my way over here at the gas station, I stopped and got a few things and he spoke, I guess he knew I was coming to see you.
JALEN HOLMES: Yeah he’s on his way to his house, he said he needed to do some stuff over there but he was going to come back later and spend the night with me.
KHLOE MARIE: So he’s not moving back in?
JALEN HOLMES: I don’t know but I’m not going to keep pressing the issue, I told him I wanted him back home but he’s still upset over everything.
KHLOE MARIE: You know I am always on your side but I honestly can’t blame him. All this is new to him, even back in high school and growing up you know Trapp was never with that shit, you just have to give him some time but I’m sure he’ll come around.
JALEN HOLMES: And I have to take some responsibility because I brought I kind of got him involved in all of this.
KHLOE MARIE: And what about this other guy? Are you completely done with him?
JALEN HOLMES: I haven’t talked to him yet but I plan on telling him that we can’t kick it anymore. I don’t think he knows how to be just my friend.
KHLOE MARIE: And I don’t think you know how to be his friend either, don’t blame him only because you played a part too. You spoke highly on this boy but once Trapp made his way back into your life now you're making it seem like Dallas was the only one who chased you, because you liked him too and you still do.
JALEN HOLMES: I know Khloe, that’s one thing I can say about you is that you’ll always keep it real with a nigga.
KHLOE MARIE: Because I wouldn’t be a friend if I didn’t. I thought Dallas was a fresh of breath air for you because I saw a different side of you when you two were around each other now don’t get me wrong I love Trapp because we all grew up together and I personally know him. But at the end of the day it’s you that are playing the mind games with both and I think you have to be the one to really fix this thing, it could get ugly Jalen and you know that.
Jalen groans, letting out a huge sigh.
JALEN HOLMES: This is why I need to have the talk with Dallas because my heart is with Trapp, it always will be. That nigga got me!
KHLOE MARIE: Then handle your business.
And that’s exactly what I was going to do. I planned on seeing Dallas soon anyway because I know he wanted to talk to me about some things and I needed to talk him too. It was never my intention to hurt Dallas and who knows he may not even care at the end of the day.
Let’s not forget he did fuck Legend I think the same week me and him hooked up so I could have just been another added to that count.
All I know was Trapp wanted me to end things so that’s what I needed to do.
I needed to go to the house and check on my dog, my neighbor was sweet enough to watch her for me so I wanted to make my presence and let them both know I was home.
Plus I needed to check the mail and follow up with some business, since the producers and MIL decided to extend the episodes on Season 2 of the ATL I was getting a new filming schedule.
That was another thing I should have brought up with Trapp while we were in Miami, but I’m sure he knows now because we all got the same email. I really needed to reach out to Dallas since I’m back now and kind of end that whole thing with him, my relationship is more important to me then my relationship with Dallas and as harsh as that sounds it was true, I have history with Trapp while Dallas on the other hand is a new friend.
KHLOE MARIE: I smell salmon, it smeeellls so good.
The scene opens up inside of Jalen’s apartment, Jalen is shown inside making dinner, cooked salmon, some macaroni and cheese and fresh biscuits inside the oven. Khloe uses her key making her way inside, she rushes over to Jalen who embraces her smile and hug.
KHLOE MARIE: I could smell the food from outside, it smells so good and you're making my favorite. What’s the occasion?
JALEN HOLMES: I just wanted to make something nice for my best friend, I was gone a few days and plus I was hungry when I got off my flight and just didn’t feel like ordering out.
KHLOE MARIE: Home cooked meals are always the best one anyways, but yes I missed you so much. I was getting ready to fly out to Miami because I couldn’t stand spending another day away from you.
JALEN HOLMES: You are silly. (Jalen chuckles) Look I was trying to fix my relationship.
KHLOE MARIE: Well hopefully you fixed it. Do I need to pour a drink for this one or what?
JALEN HOLMES: I already made you. (Jalen points at the glass of wine sitting next to her.) ha, I’m already on it girl.
KHLOE MARIE: I can see, thanks sweetie. But what happened? I actually saw Trapp on my way over here at the gas station, I stopped and got a few things and he spoke, I guess he knew I was coming to see you.
JALEN HOLMES: Yeah he’s on his way to his house, he said he needed to do some stuff over there but he was going to come back later and spend the night with me.
KHLOE MARIE: So he’s not moving back in?
JALEN HOLMES: I don’t know but I’m not going to keep pressing the issue, I told him I wanted him back home but he’s still upset over everything.
KHLOE MARIE: You know I am always on your side but I honestly can’t blame him. All this is new to him, even back in high school and growing up you know Trapp was never with that shit, you just have to give him some time but I’m sure he’ll come around.
JALEN HOLMES: And I have to take some responsibility because I brought I kind of got him involved in all of this.
KHLOE MARIE: And what about this other guy? Are you completely done with him?
JALEN HOLMES: I haven’t talked to him yet but I plan on telling him that we can’t kick it anymore. I don’t think he knows how to be just my friend.
KHLOE MARIE: And I don’t think you know how to be his friend either, don’t blame him only because you played a part too. You spoke highly on this boy but once Trapp made his way back into your life now you're making it seem like Dallas was the only one who chased you, because you liked him too and you still do.
JALEN HOLMES: I know Khloe, that’s one thing I can say about you is that you’ll always keep it real with a nigga.
KHLOE MARIE: Because I wouldn’t be a friend if I didn’t. I thought Dallas was a fresh of breath air for you because I saw a different side of you when you two were around each other now don’t get me wrong I love Trapp because we all grew up together and I personally know him. But at the end of the day it’s you that are playing the mind games with both and I think you have to be the one to really fix this thing, it could get ugly Jalen and you know that.
Jalen groans, letting out a huge sigh.
JALEN HOLMES: This is why I need to have the talk with Dallas because my heart is with Trapp, it always will be. That nigga got me!
KHLOE MARIE: Then handle your business.
And that’s exactly what I was going to do. I planned on seeing Dallas soon anyway because I know he wanted to talk to me about some things and I needed to talk him too. It was never my intention to hurt Dallas and who knows he may not even care at the end of the day.
Let’s not forget he did fuck Legend I think the same week me and him hooked up so I could have just been another added to that count.
All I know was Trapp wanted me to end things so that’s what I needed to do.
Philadelphia, PA
Thomas Edison Highschool
October 14th, 2012
12:45 PM
FLASHBLACK
Off-Camera
Thomas Edison Highschool
October 14th, 2012
12:45 PM
FLASHBLACK
Off-Camera
The scene opens up outside of Thomas Edison Highschool, Trapp is shown standing near a blacked out Tahoe smoking a cigarette, standing next to him was one of his close friends and fellow classmates and the two are shown chopping it up, Jalen is shown making his way through the parking lot skipping one of his classes, he notices Trapp standing near the car and couldn’t help but stare for a few seconds. Trapp notices the stares and kind of laughs to himself motioning for Jalen to walk over. Trapp and his friend dap it up before the friend walks of and Jalen reaches Trapp.
TRAPP: Damn little nigga You was breaking ya neck walking by, what’s up tho? You needed something?
JALEN HOLMES: What you mean?
TRAPP: Weed nigga? I know we stay on the same block and your sister always cop from me so I figured you needed something? Or you just liked what you saw?
Jalen blushes backing away from Trapp.
TRAPP: What’s wrong yo? You good?
JALEN HOLMES: I’m fine, I was just looking that’s all. And nah I didn’t need any weed I still have some from what my sister got, usually she’s asking for me so.
TRAPP: Oh damn forreal, ya sister bad as fuck forreal but you could hit a nigga up too ya know and grab, what you scared for?
JALEN HOLMES: Uh nothing I guess, it was just easier for her because she knows you and I don’t.
TRAPP: Nigga we have classes together and we live only a few houses down from each other, you know me too. Stop playing with me B and fuck with me, if you need something just hit me and I got you.
JALEN HOLMES: Umm ok, sorry I guess.
TRAPP: Bet! But what you bout to do? I’m about to hit this food spot and grab some food, you trying to roll? I got a blunt and I guess since class started about fifteen minutes ago you’re not going.
JALEN HOLMES: I didn’t finish my paper and I honestly don’t feel like going, so I was just about to go home but I mean food does sound good. But are you sure you want to go with me though? I mean people talk.
TRAPP: Man these niggas know me fuck all that, you cool people and my homie couldn’t go because he already failing so what’s up?
JALEN HOLMES: Sure I’ll go.
TRAPP: Alright let's go.
Jalen smiles walking over to the passenger door, he climbs in while Trapp jumps in the driver side. Trapp starts the car blasting the music and the two pull off as the scene and flash back ends.
TRAPP: Damn little nigga You was breaking ya neck walking by, what’s up tho? You needed something?
JALEN HOLMES: What you mean?
TRAPP: Weed nigga? I know we stay on the same block and your sister always cop from me so I figured you needed something? Or you just liked what you saw?
Jalen blushes backing away from Trapp.
TRAPP: What’s wrong yo? You good?
JALEN HOLMES: I’m fine, I was just looking that’s all. And nah I didn’t need any weed I still have some from what my sister got, usually she’s asking for me so.
TRAPP: Oh damn forreal, ya sister bad as fuck forreal but you could hit a nigga up too ya know and grab, what you scared for?
JALEN HOLMES: Uh nothing I guess, it was just easier for her because she knows you and I don’t.
TRAPP: Nigga we have classes together and we live only a few houses down from each other, you know me too. Stop playing with me B and fuck with me, if you need something just hit me and I got you.
JALEN HOLMES: Umm ok, sorry I guess.
TRAPP: Bet! But what you bout to do? I’m about to hit this food spot and grab some food, you trying to roll? I got a blunt and I guess since class started about fifteen minutes ago you’re not going.
JALEN HOLMES: I didn’t finish my paper and I honestly don’t feel like going, so I was just about to go home but I mean food does sound good. But are you sure you want to go with me though? I mean people talk.
TRAPP: Man these niggas know me fuck all that, you cool people and my homie couldn’t go because he already failing so what’s up?
JALEN HOLMES: Sure I’ll go.
TRAPP: Alright let's go.
Jalen smiles walking over to the passenger door, he climbs in while Trapp jumps in the driver side. Trapp starts the car blasting the music and the two pull off as the scene and flash back ends.